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Love & H​*​*​*​*​*

from Blanco by Antwan Valentino

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Love & H***** is a very special song to me. I wrote it shortly after breaking up with my ex-girlfriend and I was feeling particularly emotional.

The entire song is a metaphor. There's a double meaning to almost everything.

I hope this resonates with people with heartache. If you feel like you know the other meaning to the song, and it applies to you, then I REALLY hope this song helps you in some way!

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[Verse 1]
See I recall my attitude before I fell in love
But to tell the truth I didn't know what the hell it was
As a child I was scared cause of how it is depicted
On the television, hope I don't become inflicted
I'm scared to death that it won't be till death to we part
That's from the bottom, the top and the rest of me heart
Legend has it that the first love is gonna hurt a bit
Unless you know the remedy, but me, I never heard of it
They say that it may take some time before you can adapt
But once it hits you, that's for life, there ain't no turning back
Once you got it, might be thinking, “God kill me dead!”
Hate to break it to you, never gone the feelings spread
Sometimes you make mistakes and you live with regret
You learn when you live, forgive but never forget

[Bridge]
Bump...bump..bump
Bump bump

You can take anti-depressants or sedative drugs
But you cannot kill a thing, you are just suppressing love

[Verse 2]
Get ready for a smooth, smooth burn
Followed by a bumpy ride
Life just got a new, new turn
Now will you come inside
You welcomed love with your open arms
And now your heart is marked
Badly beaten, broke and scarred
Boy, you ain't that smart

[Verse 3]
As I sit and I reflect I know that I'm the one to blame
I rolled the dice on anything I thought would numb the pain
Love is but a side effect of reckless intuition
I'm new to this, but knew the risk, but heck it is tradition
I finally accept it, I'm not running from facts
And I am not the mistakes that I've done in the past
I could never make the claim and say I don't remember
Cause I'm reminded that she gave me all her love forever

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from Blanco, released October 29, 2018

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Antwan Valentino California

Hailing from SLO County, CA.

I have previously, as well as currently, rap my ass off, and I will continue to do so in the foreseeable future.

Your support ensures I win the never-ending battle with existential depression.

Thank you and have a good day! ... more

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